New chapter of cruel...

Sweet now bcome sour…

She struggle to find n put herself 2gether again…like d old days…she bcome confuse…who is (n was) she? Why she’s here? What is d main purpose of her life? How can her life bcome so chaotic? How can diz world bcome so cruel? How can she bcome so mean? K. people who thought that they can change sweety will face wit failure…bcoz she dun have heart…she maybe own a heart but she doesn’t have feeling…she is totally burn out…burn wit everything, she really tired…people doesn’t appreciate her, people doesn’t wanna see her succeeds… people like to see her tears…people will enjoy on her failure… people hate her without any reason…she feel what she feel…she knows what she knows..she act without any guide…she never feel a happiness…she always trap on her own world…she always pretend to be the most happiest person in this whole wide damn world..she always try to please people around her just to see them smile…she strive to b the best buddy that anyone can ask for..she smile whenever she sad bcoz there is a person who said ur smile can cure every one broken heart in diz world..ur word can inspire every person…ur sketch….is speechless? Then..she realize…if she can bring smile to others, she will smile even if she hurt, even if she sad, even if she face with bad days..she will say a word if that word can inspire others to go n achieve that dream of them…but…

Is there a person who really knows her?

Is there a person who totally loves n care for her?

Is there anyone out there who really sincere to be n live with her ( as a buddy…)?

No.

There is nobody…

maybe...

but...there is(are) sumbody(S) who is(are) really concern bout her...love her d way she is...willing to hold guide her to get thru all of diz exhausted thing...however...is she believe em? she try...she struggle to believe others...but...she has diz thing in her mind...

' y r they willing to b wit me? y r they be nice to me? my beloved em'self doesn't seem to knows me...r they really accept me s myself? r they really wanna hold me when I'm down? r they really wanna b wit me when i need sumbody? if i lost in d middle of no where; r they 'll b there for me? will they guide me? r they will b my true friends? are you sure that they are your friends?'

she become more n more confuse...