cruel..

Dulu…

Diz is a story about lil gurl...Named sweetie...She’d dream goal 2 achieve…she dream to be sum1 who succeed in her dream...Her dream was to b at least a designer...Then, she start to drew as many things as she could imagine of...from fashion to furniture to future gadget…

However…d things that she really passion for was...Portrait…she’d drew her family portrait once before that pic burned been ashes… she cried…but…who knows?

She once said to her beloved…about her dream…to own a brand of herself…same like jimmy choo, Bernard chandran, j-lo...but...her beloved said ‘u juz stop there lil gurl. It’s possible, so, stop daydreaming. N art can’t give u life. U can’t live with it. K. juz go on n continue Ur study in normal field?’ n sum additional word, phrase, dat hurt n broke her heart... She said to herself ‘I’ll b there...I’ll reach it sumday...n everyone‘ll know me’

She continue her studies in d ‘normal n xclusive’ field.. in the same time, she forgot bout her promise to herself…she not longer unique… she became ordinary..she forgot bout her dream..her passion till one day her beloved said ‘I think, u have talent in fash desg. N u can go far in diz field’ that phrase wake hr up…criusly…she suddenly got sum kida dejevu r..she remember everything…bout her passion…bout her dream..n her beloved look at her wit d full-wit-hope-look…

N u know wat she said to her beloved?

‘I’m tired 2 b ur toys…saya letih…dari dulu hingga kini…semaunya awak aturkan..tiba2 sekarang awak nak support my dream? Sudah t’lewat…saya dah jadi mesin yang tiada impian..saya sudah tiada harapan dengan dunia ini…saya hanyalah alat untuk kamu mencapai apa yg kamu tidak dapat capai sebelum ini…saya bukannya lagi manusia…bukankah kamu yg impikan boneka ini? ‘

Her beloved shocked. N said ‘I never haling apa yg awak mahu, apa yg saya mahu hanyalah kejayaan kamu!’

N diz gurl said’ adult alwez blame others on their mistakes?’

n…

she became d rude gurl ever…she never has feelings…she never think bout others..n she never think bout herself too…she become robot…she never drop her tears…whenever she feels kinda sad..she’ll do sumtin that delights other…

to b continued…